momentum...

why is it that life can spin out of control so fast. i hate to admidt it but the last four years have been the worst four years of my walk with God. I can't believe how fast I let myself wonder away from Him. one slip and then it gains momentum so fast that you blink your eyes and realize how far you have drifted away...well that's all changing. i am getting back on track and i am more excited than ever...God has really been teaching me a lot...I think the biggest thing that has grabbed my attention is watching the birth of my lil niece. I have NEVER seen anything more amazing happen in my life than that, and i am in such awe over it that it is so freaking hard to explain. i do know that i will definately do it again.