life is not what you expect...

I am to the point that I have so much going through my head that I just start crying! Every time you think you have a grip on something it slips away so uncontrollably!! I don't know what to even think anymore...so I try to block things from impacting me too hard but it never works. I get slapped back with something 10x more confusing. God...I need you to get me through these thin and thick times of confusion and direct my footsteps to where you want them to go. Help me to grow more in patience and in you!!! GUIDE ME!